I have read all your warm thoughts, good wishes and kindnesses. I just haven't known what to say. I have been mourning with my children, and it's far from over. I know over time we'll all be okay, but their dad is gone forever and they're in their early 20's - that hurts my heart. There are lots of people buzzing around right now, but most of them weren't around to give him the support he really needed, but such is life. People are busy, and the ones that really matter were around.There's a void that can't be filled with anything else. But that is the way of life and death. He is no longer in pain or discomfort, or stress...he is at rest and I choose to believe he's joined his mother, other family and friends, and his beloved pooch and cat. We'll all see him one day again.Thank you all so much for being so kind, I have been very moved.